جادوی تراشی چربدستانه
خاطره پا در گریز عشقی کامیاب را
که کجا بود و چه وقت،
به بودن و ماندن
اصرار می کند:
بر آبگینه این جام فاخر
که در آن
ماهی سرخ
به فراغت
گامهای فرصت کوتاهش را
نان چون جرعه زهری کشتیار
نشخوار
می کند.

از پنجره
من
در بهار می نگرم
که عروس سبز را
از طلسم خواب چوبینش
بیدار می کند.

من و جام خاطره را،و بهار را
و ماهی سرخ را
که چونان « نقطه پایانی » رنگین و ’مذ ّ هب
فرجام بی حصل تبار تزئینی خود را
اصرار می کند

احمد شاملو

Have you  ever  feel that  lonley that you dont even feel like eating?have ever had something in your mind that stops you concentrating on your current life!?have you ever missed some one who you dont  realy want to miss?have you ever tried to be nice with others while you are in a realy bad mood?let me ask it in other way around!!have any of you ever tried to understand someone?have you ever tried to find a reason behind the angriness of some one?i am keep asking,,,you may get bored but ,have you ever realy tried to answer these kind of questions or you just sit down with your cup of coffee and think"such a strange post is this !"but you never stop drinking the coffee and think what realy make some one ,logging to the computer,,,and start writing such a "strange post"!! i am sure you have not!!people see things from their own point of view...rarely are some who think  and atleast try to understand others in different situations!i dont know how many people are  patient  enough to read this  message till end but what i know is that there are not few of those who read the first sentence and say"ahh,who may read this?"!!   in the world of lies you should kill yourself to find out the truth!!that is true!!!who realy tells the truth?! is that some one who tells you"I love you!!" or is that some one who tells you"i know the truth!" or may be someone who asks you to trust him/her"...emm....i am sure there are still some other  good  examples !! what about someone who  askes you "not to love someone?" or some one who wants you to forget all your best memmories for some reason that the just know it!!! lets make it more challenging!someone who sells your secrets" to others just becoz of love"

dont get confused,all i am saying is that you can never find the truth that you are looking for

 these last days of my 20th sounds so strange!!they just dont wanna pass!! i dont know if i am gonna be more  loved or hated this year!! in summer ,i was counting to be in this time of the year coz the  best event in each person's life was going to happen for me aswell,,,but  now,,,everythis has been changed alott....the more closer we get to this time the more i am scared!!  i hate the nature of loving coz  it is nothing but trubble...its nothing  but hurted feeling and nothing but  left memories

being loved and loving other is one of the stages to achive  perfection which if you dont pass,you'll stay forever...the more you try the more mistakes you make!! then,more tears,,,,the more tears,the more loneliness  comes after and the more hating of love

!!!None of us can deny the importance of a good change in our lives

                                    shidvash                             

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